Back in dirty old London

Once again, I could say, with the words of Jim Morrison: 'Back, going back in all directions, sleeping these insane hours...', but then this would rather convey the message of now being asleep or at least not fully awake. I would rather say by coming back, fully aware of what I am doing to a place where I once lived, I am forced to go through all these experiences I've had since the days I once took part of this buzzing city... To go through these experiences is a very painful thing, as it brings to life things which I have experienced in a state of sleep. Sleepwalking... It's dirty and mean, a horrible experience, but also refreshing.